Hari ni mmg myampah, x tahu npew tpi mmg x de mood langsung...slalu ngadap pc x jemu tpi ari nie different cket, n tah npew eak...bnde yg mnyakitkan ati ade je x pnah lekang dlm khidupan sharian kite nie, ade mase aku sndiri ilang sbar rasa nak mnjerit spusa ati, nak luahkn "i don trust anyone" even family sndiri apa lgy kwn2...coz pngalaman mngajar aku wat cam 2, kite baek org pjak kpala, klau kita lwn org kate kite jhat plak an>??
Besa nye msyarakat lbih snang mberi percepsi pde org yg wat ksilapan, coz skali kite wat jht slama nye msyarakat pulaukn kite, and klau wat baek skali org x pndang plak so lbih mdah tok jdi jht dri jdi baek an?? konklusi nye knape org yg wat ksilapan tdk dberikan pluang skali lgy?? mereka berhak untk second chance tok menebus kslahan mereka. Tapi syg bkn mdah untuk msyarakat amalkan "kemaafan".
Dlm hdup sye, x nak cite pnjang and tprinci tpi ckup dgn luaran nye. Sye slalu mbuat pilihan slah dlm sesuatu x kira pentg atau x, ksilapan yg kite wat mmg kite akan rase mnyesal bile kite fikirkn balik suatu hari nanti. Ksilapan yg aku wat bkn ksilapan kecil, ttpi mmg bsar n biar lah sye sorg je tahu, tpi dlm khiduppan sye x prnah rase ape itu "hidup" plik kan?? tpi tue hakikatnye...
Stiap kali org pndang sye, mmg sah pndg serong je..x tau npew mgkin bagi derang aku ni wat derang mluat kot..ssh nye nak hidup dlm dunia yg d'sumpah nie, klau lah sye leh ulang mse smula, smestinye aku akn wat yg tebaik dlm hdup nie dan x kn persiakn nye...
Tiada tmpt tok ngadu so kat blog nie lah jadi peneman aku, famly n kwn aku mmg x trust derang atas pe yg da blaku. nak tau?? msa balik dlu kakak sye pnah ckp "klau bkn kerana mak, aku biar je ko merempat tepi jln, mati pown aku x kesah!!", pda pndapat korang npew bende tue kluar dri mulut kakak sndiri eak??? agak2 de x yg kat luar tue punye kak2 cam nie?? hihi...rsenye korang leh agak pe yg aku rse bile dgr bende tue..pnah stiap kali aku rase baek mati dri idop kan??
Tapi x pe semua tue dugaan bagi aku, oh..de stu agy...mak aku pnah ckp bende nie "x de guna ank mcm awk, klau tau x kan aku bawa kau!!", agaknye ape pndapat korang?? aku x nak cite pnjng2 coz aku x nak jdi anak yg mburukan ibunya sndiri...stakat nie je lah luahan atie aku stakat nie...tpi sbenarnye de byk lagi n blog nie x mbantue pown ape n what i need is someone who i can really trust, and i everyday i pray that my life would be change in the future, and if not so be it, coz i'm done and tired of it..
///asyraff adam
This is Me
- Asheyraf Adymss
- I'm gonna express myself whatever it take, coz I'm not gonna just to talk myself and being like a fool around my friends, this Blog is the best way to share what i'm really feel.
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hey dear..knk tok?trkejut ku baca blog ko eyh..u don't trust anyone?even fmly n friends?how bout me?don't u trust me too?trsa cket la..i know i'm not a good friend,i mean not good enough la for my friends..that's what i felt..huhu..hm..kesilapan trbesar prnh dibuat?everybody makes mistakes dear..so do i..mmg susah bg org nak maafkan kita,apalagi kita sndri nak maafkn dri sndri.ku trkejut bca pa yg ur sis n mum said to u..x ptt la cdak buat cam ya.kat drah dging sndri lg ya mdg kdak ya.wlupun ku x fhm pa yg trjadi kat kau,tp as a friend,ku rsa tggungjwb ku utk buat kwn ku sa tenang wlupun dpt mmbntu skjap jak..jgn krana ya kita ptus hrpn utk hdup.smua org rsa mati lbih bgus gik drpd mghadapi ujian dunia tok.so do i.. :'( mnusia x pnh lpas dr mslh.klu tiada angin msakan pkok akan brgoyang.n klu x da mslh,bkn hdup namanya.kan?be strong..i want u to know,u can trust me..and U CAN COUNT ON ME!alaa...cam lgu bruno mars dat i dedicated to u ya..haha..keep on smiling k?psti ada hikmah disebaliknya..jgn jd jaik aa..ku x suka kwn ku jaik..huhu..nakal xpa..tp ada had nya..i know u're good boy..so keep it up..hehe..
ReplyDeletethx chris i know i could trust u, but what i meant here in this blog is someone who's close to me..which mean i didn't mean you that i cannot trust, i wanted to express my self with you if can i want to meet you eye-to-eye contact which it'll make you more to understand me..the thing is i couldnt resist what has happened to me..and one thing that i want you to know...you're one-in-a-million friend that i ever had..u know. i know that i couldnt run from the problem and there's only one thing i want to know that i am keep on smiling...to keep me chill always and i never tried to killed myself either..it's just slipped into my mind..that's all..well i'm pretty naughty though..hihi~~thz for supportting me...
ReplyDeleteyala...i know u didn't mean me that u cant trust..u wish me rite there?so do i..it's more easier for us to shares problems..but what we can do leyh?u far apart from me..hahaha..nvm..mun ko prlu aku,seru nama ku 3 kali..lak ku mncul lam mimpi ngeri ko..ahaha..gurau jak..mun sa prlu tmpt utk share probs..ko leh cri aku kat fb ka..send msg cyA ka mun x mok public..or mna2 la ko sa dpt crik aku..mmg jmpa pnya..bgus la mun ko x prnh sa pts asa smpei mok bnuh dri.ohya..bgus!ada geng nakal ku knek..brtmbh sorg gik..kau la ya..hehe =))))
ReplyDeletehaha :)) glad to be part of it...huhu~~ iknow how to find ya don worry, i'm really appreciate ur concern that no one did that to me b4...:P
ReplyDeleteeleh....why everybody owez said the same things to me?mmg ku suka ambil berat sal org,trutama kwn..kwn x leh ditinggalkan bh..hehe...friends is very important to me..ataupun ku tok kepoh org nya..??haha..kwn2 kat fb suma ku ambik kisah..nok aku x prnh jmpa pun sma juak,ku lyn cam dh lmak knl..tp byk yg slh fhm ngn cra ku lyn cdak la..alu da yg jth cnta ngn ku n mok mbak couple..haha..lawak na cdak..
ReplyDeletenang pown..slh phm la cdak ya...huhu...mksd nya cdak blum memahami mksud persahabatan gik ya...smpai confuse..
ReplyDeletehehe..desperate..tp x tauk la cra ku lyn org btl ka x..huhu..owez da slh fhm..kwn ngn org yg single susah..then ku kwn ngn yg ada gf,lg la susah..tauk la bf nya ya pnh suka ku,tp x da la smpe ku sggup nak jd pgganggu hbgn cdak ya...aaaa...wtver la..ya kwn aku bh.pa ku lalek..tp ada juak couple yg ok2..haha
ReplyDeletemena2...just be ur' self, coz i like THE WAY U ARE~~ ;P
ReplyDeletehehe..mmg pun..my motto is "the most beautifull things s to be urself" bh.. ^^
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